One of the most amazing and wondrous processes in your spiritual ascension, personal evolution and expansion of consciousness is the complete restructuring of your brain. It literally gets rewired. The result is amazing. Nevertheless, the process is far from comfortable.
It is actually rather intense. Seemingly endless thought spirals, anxiety attacks, big old ego programs related to aggression, control, manipulation, frustration, disappointments etc. are the norm for a while. It is almost impossible to focus and you can feel very disconnected and really confused. The food cravings may change drastically towards protein and sugar, intense headaches, blurry eyes, lucid dreaming, hot and cold flashes are accompanying you. You feel like resting and sleeping all the time, and yet there often is this feeling of not knowing what to do with yourself. WTF is going on?
I have already written about ego patterns before. The release of all of these to a large degree is necessary before being ready for this last big shift. Only then, we are able to integrate all the new information necessary to rebuild the brain. All of a sudden, information from the higher realms becomes crystal clear, which was more of “just a feeling” before. Before – The brain is what transmits and reads the masculine energy. It is the gateway to clear facts and wisdom. The heart on the other side, is connecting us to the life-flow – the feminine energy.
The Restructuring of the Brain
So what are you experiencing? It is human evolution while being alive… You are going through huge physical upgrades, that in this phase are mainly related to the brain. The whole brain is being rewired and restructured. Old structures are dissolved and new structures established. New synapses are built, and the amygdala (where fear patterns/ego patterns were processed and played out based on mistrust) is reprogrammed and upgraded to become a processor for unconditional love and light – the higher dimensional energies/data. The amygdala could be seen as the center of motivation, and now you are switching completely from extrinsic motivation to intrinsic motivation coming purely from our essence.
“You will no longer be driven by outside motivation factors. Instead, you will be driven by your essence and will only do what you love.”
You will no longer be driven by outside motivation factors, such as money, fame, career, materialistic possessions etc. Instead, you will be driven by your essence and will only do what you love. Money is no longer seen as a survival tool, but as a creation tool. You are shifting from mistrust to trust, from fear to love. While going through this process, you come online and offline concerning the connection to the Evolved Masculine (wisdom, focus, action, creation). You will sometimes feel you are shut down, before you go through intense waves of fear patterns showing up, before feeling connected with your essence again. Like a pendulum, you are swinging, before finding back into the center. Where sacred union happens within.
Ego Programming is dissolved
With the dissolving of old structures, old ego programs stored in the brain cells are set free and come up intensely. It can be very overwhelming and it can feel as if you are going through a huge storm of darkness. As shown by natural laws, the best way to deal with it is to move to the center of the storm. And that means to move right through the walls of fear, resistance and frustration and see what is behind it: Nothing. It is just an old movie being projected into your reality, but the moment you step through the screen where it looked so frightening a moment ago, you come back to peace. Accepting it as is and just letting it pass through will transform it quickly. It asks pure honesty from you towards yourself. Anything that still triggers you, gives you an opportunity to look into the mirror to see what is still keeping you separated from your own truth and essence. Your ego might go into: “No, this time it is really not my issue”. And yet you know… everything you experience is your own creation and energy. And people treat you and situations play out according to your own energetic patterns. Only when you take full responsibility for your own creation, you can shift.
Cravings and physical Symptoms
Rewiring the brain not only causes intense headaches and superblurry eyes, it also takes an enormous amount of energy and lots of building blocks: protein. Cravings for sweets, carbohydrates and proteins are very normal at the moment. Also heavy greasy food cravings come up in between because you tend to fly high and need some grounding. It all just seems wild and crazy, and it can easily call up feeling guilty of wanting to eat stuff you would consider as unhealthy, ethically not correct etc. You are learning to overcome beliefs and dogmas, not only about certain methods, rituals, lifestyles etc, but also about food. Instead of listening to what others say what is good for you, you learn to just listen to our own body and system what is needed at a certain moment. You learn that it is much more a question of living and eating in a very conscious way and with gratitude, whether it is a vegan salad or a burger. When you exit the plane of duality (3D/4D) there no longer is a right or wrong way of doing and being. It all just is.
When you exit the plane of duality (3D/4D), there no longer is a right or wrong way of doing and being. It all just is.”
In line with all the restructuring, remaining fear patterns are just pushed out from the cells in the whole body. And the body uses all mechanisms it has available to go through the transformation process as quickly as possible. Puking, emotional breakouts, shivering, fever, infections, skin break outs, etc. All outlets are used.
Lucid Dreaming/Sleep Patterns
Another side effect of the restructuring of the brain is lucid dreaming. Many are experiencing lots of dreams where they are not sure whether it is real or not. It feels like shifting between realities, and that is actually what happens. As you are entering the fifth dimensional frequencies, you are preparing for a new state of being, where you don’t have to sleep anymore. At the moment, you still experience an intense need of sleep/rest, which has to do with the physical body going through intense transformation. The new way of dreaming is actually an alignment of the brain with the current reality you will be entering. Sleep was necessary in the third and fourth dimension, because it was the only way to connect to your spiritual essence to recharge with Source energy. During the day, the connection was cut off through the programmed fear blocks. As soon as that connection opens again fully, sleep is no longer necessary as you are always connected to Source energy. So your sleep patterns will be confusing for a while, until you have found that new balance.
Brain Fry/ Energetic Paralysis
Lots of people are also going through what I would call brain fry. The brain is just not able to process all of what is happening and it just shuts down. You could compare our physical body to the hardware, the new energetic grid as the software, and the brain/amygdala as the processor to give the impulses to the hardware. While the brain is still going through the rewiring, the processor is not able to read the new software yet. The electromagnetic impulses are too strong for the old structure. This is experienced as a sort of energetic paralysis. You get impulses but don’t really know what to do with it. A feeling of “I just don’t know what to do with myself”. It can be quite frustrating and yet it is absolutely normal and will pass. You are now learning to just be patient and let things unfold although you don’t understand what is going on and coming. You are approaching a new zero-point field. As soon as you are sitting in the center of the storm, you experience a sort of nothingness. A kind of waiting for something nice to happen, yet you don’t know what. This is common before big energetic shifts.
The old reality is collapsing and whether you like it or not, ego-based free will is not tolerated any longer. The sooner you accept and surrender, the easier you shift through. Although it is very challenging, it is also fascinating and magical what is happening. You are becoming the new human.
The texts I share are always based in my own experience and observations. By no means I am claiming this to be the ultimate truth. I encourage everyone to find their own truth and to be open to it changing as new information integrates. As this is universal wisdom of us ALL, I do not claim any copyright. Feel free to utilize and share, as long as you keep the text complete as it is so it keeps its energetic signature. Thanks Vera
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