To Consciously Die


by Elva Thompson


‘A person resolved to achieve immortality, first, has to become a’ hunter’. Not a hunter who kills game, but that for knowledge, who walks the path of heart-caring, loving both the Earth and the beings that live on it. Having mastered the stage of spiritual ‘hunter’, he can become a spiritual ‘warrior’ -that is the one that ‘traces’ Power[God], striving to ‘stalk’ and cognize it’.

 ‘Forget the self and you will fear nothing, in whatever level or awareness you find yourself to be.’
Carlos Castanaeda



Conscious Dying


If we are to die consciously, we first have to learn to live consciously.


The Unconscious ‘conscious’ Living


There are two states of conscious awareness: the unconscious ‘conscious’ and the conscious.


Unconscious ‘conscious’ living is the domain of the soul-less kingdom of the five-sense world where the Alien Installation of the ego mind reigns supreme. A world of instant gratification and the automatic emotional responses of fear, jealousy, envy, hate and conflict. Intrigue, betrayal and self aggrandisement are the drugs of this dimension, the soporific lilies of seduction whose perfume drugs us into the enslavement of the penis/vagina, and the monsters that control the programme get their kicks from our desires.


The ‘I’ conscious reptile mind thrives on sexual desire, betrayal, jealousy, intrigue, lust for power and control.  The drama of life is sensual and exciting…dressed up as it is in a thousand different guises. 3D is a reality where ego consciousness has usurped divinity, and the parasitic installation of the I wants to live on at the expense of the All.


Programme on repeat


The programme of the ego is forever on repeat. There have always been rulers and the ruled, wars, rebellions and revolts…victories that are short lived before the axe falls on the blood-stained block. Famines, plagues and pestilence, financial collapses, usury and debt slaves.  Earthquakes, pole shifts, droughts, solar strikes, tornadoes, tsunamis. And the beautiful world of nature is not natural at all. It is a digital simulation of the real world. An illusion created by fractal geometry, the Golden Mean and the Fibonacci spiral. [see my article ‘Shattering the Illusion of Reality’.


Ecclesiastes 1:9 : The thing that hath been, it is that which shall be; and that which is done is that which shall be done: and there is no new thing under the sun.


The whispering of Soul


‘The only tyranny I accept in this world is the still small voice within. Mahatma Gandhi.


Although the premise of right and wrong is dictated to us by our conditioning and social mores, and what is right for one person will be wrong for another, there is within all of us a small quiet voice that urges each one of us to listen to our Hearts….whether we call it conscience or the whisperings of soul, this quiet voice is so often rudely over-ruled by the loud and aggressive remonstrations of the ego mind, in its drive for gratification of the senses.


Conscious Living


Conscious living begins with acknowledgement of the workings of the programme in ourselves and to realise that we have no time for dwelling in the past or sojourning in the future, because our death is always with us.


The shaman understands that his death is always present and acts his intent fully in each moment. He is conscious in the now, being alive to the wonder of existence, totally aware in the present and living each moment as if it were the last. The shaman has no time for the endless battle of ‘us and them’ for he is able to tune his vibrations to overcome the frequency fences of the third dimension and walk between the worlds.


Overcoming the programme


“Before you embark on any path ask the question: Does this path have a heart? If the answer is no, you will know it, and then you must choose another path. The trouble is nobody asks the question; and when a man finally realizes that he has taken a path without a heart, the path is ready to kill him. At that point very few men can stop to deliberate and leave the path. A path without a heart is never enjoyable. You have to work hard even to take it. On the other hand, a path with heart is easy; it does not make you work at liking it.”  Carlos Castanaeda: The teachings of Don Juan: A Yaqui Way of knowledge.


If we can observe the programme within ourselves and overcome it, withdraw our energy from the constant conflict of duality, we no longer have a programme. Therefore, all the energy normally dissipated in the game of ‘us and them’ is now available to us and we can create our own programme.  This new awareness allows us to breach the frequency fence of this timeline and enter other states of being.


This is the shifting of the assemblage point that shaman’s talk about… and we all have the capability of being shamans.


Resonance, frequency barriers and time lines


“The average man is hooked to his fellow men, while the warrior is hooked only to infinity.”
Carlos Castanaeda.


Physicists are realising that there are many worlds that occupy the same space as our own but vibrate outside of our awareness…we think we are alone…but we are not.


Michael Slezak write in the New Scientist: ‘One way to think about it is that they coexist in the same space as our universe, like ghost universes. These other worlds are mostly invisible because they only interact with ours under very strict conditions, and only in very minute ways via a force acting between similar particles in different universes’.


These different universes and parallel timelines are separated from the third dimension by frequency fences, barriers of vibration that we in our present state cannot bring into conscious awareness.


 Breaching the frequency barrier


The world is the creation of the Artificial intelligence of ego installed within the body.


It is not who we truly are and understanding this great truth is a stride of soul to our deliverance.


We must be fearless and singular in purpose, that being the quest of the Heart. It is time to rediscover that behind the mask of our ego self, we are immortal and divine…we have just forgotten who we really are. Then, death will have lost its hold upon us for we will have overcome the programme while in the flesh.


‘Man, as nexus of two worlds stands poised at this midbetween on razors edge

Gifted beyond angels, benisoned in light and cast in the major role…

could he but know it.’

-George Griffiths



About the Author


Written by ethompson

Elva Thompson was born in England in 1947 and moved to Rosebud Lakota reservation in 1987. She is the author of the Heartstar Series; Book One: The Key made of Air, Book Two: The Gates to Pandemonia, and Book Three: Walking In Three Worlds. Her other interests include organic gardening, ancient phonetic languages, sonic sound and their application in the healing arts. She is also a medical intuitive and teaches sonic re-patterning using sound, colour, and essential oils. Elva Thompson is on Amazon Author Central @ amazon.com/author/heartstar




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