The meaning of life
What is life ?
Birth, reproduction, and death. It’s that simple. And life is all about conflict, tragedy, pain and sorrow. Our loved ones die, our bodies breakdown with age, we get sick, physically, mentally and emotionally. Earth life is not really a fun place to be for most people on the planet.
Hormonally produced fun times
Of course, there are the little bright interludes in between the negative funk. Interludes that are often chemically induced by serotonin, dopamine, and our oxytocin episodes, our reproductive chemical instructions. We fall in love with everything it entails….excitement, sexual gratification, insecurities, jealousy, emotional vulnerability, etc. And of course there is always the ongoing pandemic: the pandering to one’s super ego’s inflated sense of self. The ‘selfie’ delusion of grandeur and all the illusionary experiences it provides.
I guess we have to have the fun times, illusory or otherwise, to make sure we don’t top ourselves. According to WHO: “suicide remains one of the leading causes of death worldwide. Every year, more people die as a result of suicide than HIV, malaria or breast cancer, war and homicide. In 2019, more than 700, 000 people died by suicide: one in every 100 deaths, prompting WHO to produce new guidance to help countries improve suicide prevention and care.”
Why do people intentionally do themselves in?
Many people are frightened, abused, trafficked, imprisoned, suffer from pain, violence and lack of resources. Their life is a misery, and I can understand they want it to be over. Others, especially the ethereal spirits of poets and artists; lovers in the true sense of the word, yearn for a lighter, brighter reality. This world is too raw and brutal for their sensitivities. I get that, too.
Have you ever woken up from a beautiful dream to find yourself in the disappointing dross and boredom of conscious life?
Who in their right mind wouldn’t want out of here? Governed as we are by monsters and seeing the living beauty of nature, albeit, in all its ‘programmed forms’ being destroyed around us.
The gift of Grace
If we are alive in the Spirit and not a programmed five sense simulation, we will have already experienced,’ or caught a glimmer of expanded planes of consciousness and infinite possibility. We have by grace, been allowed to move beyond the matrix, even if the experience was birthed by trauma. And as such have entered a timeless zone where the I is not present and everything is One. Krishnamurti’s quiet mind. Don Juan’s seat of power. I have thought a lot about my authenticity in the last few years. How much of Elva Thompson is real, and how much is a matrix programme dictated by the astrological aspects of the birthing star chart. Deeply questioning one’s authenticity is a rite of passage. A sometimes shocking revelation of Self. A leap from one stepping stone to another across the cosmic bridge of reality bust.
But some of us need to be super shocked into a new resonance pattern. To gain understanding that perhaps the dark faerie story of Rapunzel is actually symbolically true.
We are the princess(spirit) locked up in the ivory tower(physical body) by a wicked witch(the matrix programmer) and imprisoned in a brutal, unjust world of extremes.
An artificial 3 D world that is a simulated illusion. A world of enchantment that blocks our spiritual sight.
“Do not be misled by what you see around you, or be influenced by what you see. You live in a world which is a playground of illusion, full of false paths, false values and false ideas. But you are not part of that world.” Sai Baba
So why are we here in the playground of illusion?
The ‘Loosh Rote’
The Loosh Rote’ is the term coined by the great pioneer of astral travel and out of body experiences, Robert Monroe. His OBE’s led him to the understanding that the Earth world is a farm. An artificial enclosure, set up for the sole purpose of harvesting the energy of fear and suffering from living creatures. The farm is fractal and operates on every level. Ants farm aphids, humans farm animals and the creators of this virtual reality programme we call life… farm us.
We are designed as emotional power-houses, created in our closed down form to operate in the conflict zone called human life. And, just outside of visible light, in the shadows lurks the parasite, the energy vampire that feeds on our passion, our hate, our distress and violent reactions, our happiness, our altruistic tendencies, our lusts… our brute self.
The game board
“We are but pieces of the game he plays upon his checkerboard of night and days. Hither thither moves, and checks and slays. And one by one back in the closet lays.”
If you design a reality game, a trap for consciousness, there is no better game play than duality and its polarities. Once the geometric backdrop of reality has been made, the animal, bird, fish and insect programmes introduced, the game board is ready for the players…humans, the last thing that the programmer created.
The clash of human polarities(givers/takers, lovers/haters) provides the perfect energetic storm, the precise blue print to harness power and siphon off human energy. Just think of the amount of emotional energy that is discharged as humans battle it out…at home, at work, at war, social media, and most poignantly and most importantly the battle in our own minds.
Indeed! Humanity is nothing more than energetic food for another species…. that the ignorant call gods.
To think we are food for another species is a horrible understanding and for me, cognitive dissonance kicked in right away. But some things resonate. Stay with you and synchronicity finds ways of keeping them in view. Because, on an intuitive level, all Source connected beings know this to be true. We feel it all around us. The haunter of our childhood dreams.
So what is really going on in this world behind the smoke and mirrors of insanity? Just like any good detective flick, let’s dive into the forbidden rabbit hole and investigate the hidden side of our reality.
Simulation within simulation
This reality is digital. I have observed pixelated landscapes many times and have come to the understanding that we too are simulations. Players within a digital reality game.
The managers of the farm want to steer humanity in a certain direction: Fifteen minute cities, digital currency and a social credit system. To achieve their aim, matrix clones are inserted into our every day lives with a programmed agenda.
The game players
In the video with the post, Laura Knight talks about two types of people on the planet. Service to Self individuals and Service to Others(the opposing forces in line with duality) If you want to host a game you have to have two opposing sides and that is exactly what is happening.
“A considerable percentage of the people we meet on the street are people who are empty inside, that is, they are actually already dead. It is fortunate for us that we do not see and do not know it. If we knew what a number of people are actually dead and what a number of these dead people govern our lives, we should go mad with horror.” Gurdjieffe.
Metaphysically speaking these two sets of people are polar opposites and part of the matrix game. In both extremes dark and light, cruel/kind you will find mimics. A mimic is normally a very good actor and can cry crocodile tears at the drop of a hat. They are charming, flattering, appear to be compassionate but in essence they are just a sugar coating on an empty shell devoid of intuition, and just like their creator cannot create, only copy and paste other people’s thinking.
This is what David Icke has to say about software inserts in his book The Trap.
“Not every human has consciousne4ss in the sense that we perceive it. Many are software inserts into the simulation like those known in computer games as ‘a non player character.’ These are defined as ‘any character in a game that is not controlled by a player. In human terms not controlled by consciousness, but instead completely controlled by the simulation. Another ‘non player’ definition is that this ‘usually means a character controlled by the computer instead of the player that has a predetermined set of behaviours that will potentially affect the game play.”
Twilight zone music: Cue in Hitler, Stalin, Fauci, Gates, Schwab, Zuckerberg and a whole host of AI bio sims that have been inserted into our reality to shape the destiny of mankind. They are the agent Smith’s of the film The Matrix, demon possessed simulacra posing as human.
How it began for me
In 1979 I was at a Rosicrucian retreat and took part in a past life regression workshop. The experience threw me into an acute panic attack, and I had to be removed from the class. I was taken to another room that overlooked the garden. It was springtime and deer were in the rose arbour nibbling on the new leaves. Struggling to breathe because of body tension, I was suddenly aware that the physical world had receded. There was nothing around me but wave forms flowing like a fast moving river. Reality was breaking down. I knew with every atom of my being that there was no outside physical world. The experience of the garden, the rose arbour, the deer were all inside my head. I was carrying the world within my own self. I started to disintegrate and fall through a dissolving chair. I screamed so much the attendants rushed into the room and tried to calm me down. They gave me a big glass of red wine. Why? Because alcohol is a poison, and it brought my frequency down to earth, and everything was solidified once again.
Seeds of doubt in the narrative
I never forgot the experience. I was aware that there is no out there and reality is an illusion. The trauma of experiencing my death in another lifetime took me beyond the frequency of visible light. Out of the matrix and consequently the illusion of a real world outside of myself broke down in that instant.
In my posts, Life: The Ultimate Deception and The Game of ‘Us and Them’, I have described the’ hows and whys’ of the simulation, the fake world that mimics an authentic existing model. I show how physical reality manifests using ‘the ice cube effect’ which shows H20 in five different forms based on the speed of its vibration and our interpretation of it.
There is only One Life
Who sees all beings in his own self, and his own self in all beings, loses all fear.
Isa Upanishad, Hindu Scripture
Spirit shine is a name I have given to the resonance pattern of the Source Field. It is love in the true sense. Love, the interconnectedness of being that can only be truly felt when thinking stops. Love has no fear for it knows it is everything that has been, is, and will be. It is eternal.
We need to come of spiritual age because a magnificent cosmic upgrade is now at hand. An opportunity that comes only twice in a Grand Year of twenty six thousand years. Are you ready to rock and roll with the new vibration?
So live it…be it, and new vistas of unimaginable beauty will manifest in your life.
Start today with what is on your dinner plate.
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